Worst training and battle ever!! Wanna memorize set d!!

Today 26 of august….as usual…mmu bboying!!! After i reach main hall…..i already saw bboy kido is waiting for me….without hesitation…he brought out my PURPLE VEST!!!Wow….fresh+dope!!! But,i am facing a very big difficulties….because is so hard to match my things!! From main hall, we changed it to FET…..because of the stupid plug in mmu!!! Quickly,reddy and kido set the sound system….and starts our practise.As usual….i take out my phone…see back what i jog down and practice the move that i want to master…guess what?SAD case came…..our bboy reddy came out an idea…he wants us to battle…OMG,i still haven TRY the move that i wanted to learn from the clip i have seen….and he wants us to battle!Okay !!! i am so fucking confidence as i know i have many things and some set….and i had just master some up rocking recently…wow confidence KAO KAO(without knowing that my nightmare had just started!!)…a bit sohai!! haha………..Our bboy reddy become the judge and host for the entire ”event”………Without hesitation,bottle is thrown by reddy to determine who goes first….first round…me and bboy ylun…first round, nightmare began……i use the set that i normally used….at the end of that set, i crashed…is still OK with me,because just a bit of mistake…not very obvious…Second round…if i have not mistaken,is me and bboy kido……wow,tis round makes me feel so fucking shame!!!! Guess wat? I was so high and confidence…..and i tried to act pro(sohai!!)….i never look at bboy kido when he was dancing…i just looked at the other side and standing with my leg opened widely(very big distance between the two legs).Suddenly,bboy kido FLY throught the hole under me….fuck!! that make everybody shouted and high…of course myself also laughing non stop….After that i calm myself down…..try to think back my ”things”that i have thought when kido is dancing…..Omg…..im blank!!! i cant remember what my transition and move….in my heart i was saying”jiao la….this time die d”…….So,i just simply do some goes down and kicking and a ”roll back air chair” to end my turn……Wtf!!! i was so nervous!!! i felt that my kicking a bit sloppy….HAHA. Okay…suak….the next round….me vs bboy teahash….we both look nervous also….haha….we delay a bit because teahash wanna think of his ”thing” because he just finish battle with reddy….In few minutes time,the battle starts………I already think of my set when he is battling with reddy….But in the end……OMG,i blank also….and because wanna follow the beat…i lost everything….i cant recall back what i think….Our bboy teahash won for the battle!! Congrats yo…..After the battle,bboy kido felt weird because why i never do the set that i always did when practicing….when he describe the set,i cant remember i have those thing…and maybe because of he also never describe clearly…and i realized that i had many thing but i never use it…haha. Wow,this battle makes me felt that,beeing a bboy is not an easy job because we need to control our emotion,our thoughts,and our mind strongly in order to avoid from BLANK CASE happen….After we dance,we went limteh,and bboy teahash suggested that memorize set is better than freestyle….i took some times to think……finally i made a decision to memorize set so that i will not blank when battle(thanks to teahash).Overall,it was a fucking HIGH and FUN night….and it makes me realize about my weakness.THANks to bboy reddy for suggesting this EVENT….haha.At last,i wanna shout out to every bboy in kiddojoo and cypher kingz…PEACE YO!! KEEP IMPROVING MAN AND NO GIVE UP!!

Mo-Roc